Heyyy
So I know this might seem like I'm writing a lot of blog posts because I wrote one yesterday but I felt like I just wanted to blog again =) And I missed out some stuff yesterday because I was in a hurry. Chances are that i'll forget some stuff again =P but that's alright
So yesterday after I came home from school, I blogged briefly about....tuesday night which was the bulk of my mind but I guess there was a bunch of other stuff that was on my mind. Not as big. but still on my mind. I also went to church for the vbc drama team meet up at the couches =) Which was awesome because we hadn't done it in so long and it kind of felt like last year when we tried reviving it during the beginning of the school year and I remember typing things like "hey guys i'll just be sitting there with my homework so come if you want/can" and it'd happen =)
I didn't quite know what to expect because I got called by Val at 4:45 whilst I was napping. I got called twice in 10 minutes. But it was cool =) I only expected to see me, val and PY but Simon ended up coming. We started just by talking about some math stuff. It seems that most of us have math this semester. Though we're at different levels/ different parts of the cirriculum =P and Simon's math teacher needs to teach him how to graph the basic functions because I can't teach him as well =P but it was alright. And then after a bit of that, we talked about...random stuff actually =P like teachers. and student ID's and...haha i don'tk now. Then Ben and me went down to check the AV equipment with Uncle Simon. We discovered that there's a whole lot of stuff missing. Which is bad =\ really bad. Because we're in charge of it. And having stuff missing means stuff is disappearing and that means we ain't being good stewards =\ I don't think we should spend a lot of money when we have enough equipment. so that was a little unsettling but we'll find it....somehow =)
So afterwards, we went on the roof. And for those who are reading this that have admin board powers, you didn't read this =P because technically we're not allowed to...but you know, we're not like blowing up stuff so i think it's the alrights =P but it was amazing. The sky was clear. The weather was spectacular and it was just so refreshing. There was a guitar and we just talked. About this year, our expectations of K-cab, our relationship with our parents, life, just everything and I loved it. I love these people =) and i wish the rest of them could've been with us up there but i know we're all pretty busy one way or another. But PTL =) PTL indeed.
Tonight I got to talk to my friend that I don't quite talk too much to about church. He didn't really agree with it but I think...it's been the first time in a while since I've talked in real life with someone about God and church. It's because most of my friends don't even breach the topic and when I talk about it, they're defensive and uninterested. But I"m sure God will provide opportunities this year, just I have to be able to go out of my comfort zone to embrace them.
And i'm still having trouble with the girl issue. But...i don't know really. It's confusing and I still don't know what to do. I'm not even sure if i should tell her. I should. I know i should. And i'll have to. Have to face it. I don't even know how to call my feelings anymore. At least the ones i have toward her. I thought it was friendship. Just getting to know her more. To make sure she's alright. and to just be able to talk to her about anything and just help her whenever she needs it.
we'll just have to see.
And last night i pumped out an encouragement note every 4 minutes. I guess that's pretty decent =P I'm going to try doing a lot more tonight. Goodnight friends =)
-Chris
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