Crossword Puzzles

Last night I had a dream. And since dreams disappear really fast, i guess i only remember the important parts. But it was something that was quite drastic. and a reminder. a very blunt one.

So in my dream, the rapture had somehow happened and it had some random thing to do with crossword puzzles. Like sometimes there were crossword puzzles when people had been like raptured up and it was...weird. My sister and a whole bunch of people had apparently already i guess lifted into heaven. And it was just me and my parents. And we were in this like house and my parents were in another room across the hall or something and there was dim lighting and I was doing a crossword puzzle, not with any real intention other than just doing it and i remember looking back at them while I was writing the last word and then in the next second I was like going up some white staircase resembling clouds.  And when i reached the top I could see people and it was bunch of people from church and they were all together, talking. I remember the first thing i realized I was in heaven, i dropped on my knees and started to cry. And the words that came out of my mouth were "I never got to tell them". And I knew what I meant when I said that. I meant my parents. I never got to tell them about Christ. I never showed them why I truly loved serving at church. I never told my friends. And I was crying because there was a chance that I might never see them ever again because they didn't really know the Gospel. And then i saw my sister and we were both kind of sad and she was talking and then I woke up and I could feel tears in my eyes. 

And so that was my dream. An urgent message. I want to. I know i have to. But i need God's guidance as to how.