It's a rising up all around...

Hey

I just got back from bible pre-study and well...I'm not quite sure but I think it went really well. But not because of the outline that me and nat and calvin made, but because k-cab is absolutely amazing. I guess I had felt kind of worried and nervous before the prestudy. I think a lot of it came from just feeling like I hadn't prepared very much and I actually hadn't looked at it since last sunday when we all planned it together =\ And nat wasn't going to be there. But i'd known that for at least a week.
I think a lot of myself today was overworried. Over worried about the food. And in a sense, overworried about the prestudy. It was good to hear their comments. And it was short. And I do need to work on planning. And logistics. And need to come up with an activity. Me and calvin. And nat if she's not too busy tonight. But that's all stuff that can be done relatively quickly. I'm just so glad that K-cab's so open.
We split off into 2 groups during the pre study and shared about our own relation to the bible study and it was just really good sharing in a circle. It felt....like fellowship. Something I guess we haven't had in a while since tuesdays ended. And I'm just so grateful that people were supportive and I pray that God will work in the program. That in the individual cell groups they'll be able to take away the point of it.

Last night was fall fest. It was alright i guess. We pulled together a cute little booth =P. It felt like a lot less kids. A lot less candy/toys and the booths were....well there was some variety but stuff like the patrick kind of scared me a little =P It was good seeing some fellowship people there even though it was mostly cell group leaders and regular church attendees. Kind of reminded me of VBC. Seeing all the kiddies. They were so amazing =) And now that I'm doing children worship, it's gonna be awesome =)

Right now, I'm talking with a person from my cell group and....it's really interesting =) and now i'm writing my baptismal testimony =P before i forget. or run out of time
And i hope i get to spend like real time with God tonight. in devotion. in prayer. in silence. whatever it is.