I don't quite know what to say
Tonight was alot of things
Alot
It was amazing, it was convicting, it was truthful, it was honest, it was heart breaking, it was silent, it was a struggle, worshipful, and at the same time I just couldn't let go. I was on worship team and I couldn't really look out into the crowd. It was so distracting. And the fact that I couldn't follow was also so distracting and I know it's like you're supposed to lift worship into God's hands but when you don't know what to sing , where to sing, you can barely hear your voice..... I don't know
But one thing's for sure. I REALLY need to pray. To give it up to God and just forget about everything else. I felt a lot tonight. I saw a lot tonight. There's something about fellowship that's just pure and raw.
I also need to sleep =/
P. Request: no more image management. It's frustrating and pointless. It also takes me away from God.
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