Giving your life to His purpose...

Hey

So my last post was kind of short but it was probably to the point and it got out what I felt. Maybe i'm too used to really long posts. But God can work through fewer words as well. So maybe i'll just talk about how life's going in general. School, fellowship, everything.

So I just read another blog post of sorts and it really reminded me of how I really need to take time to get to know my cell group members. Like adding them on msn. Talking to them. Taking the effort to share with them and ask them how they're doing. Because there IS a lot of pain in KNA and there's a lot of prayer that's needed. There's a lot of relationships that need to be built. Not just programs. But real life relationships. People DOING life with one another. haha i just refrenced Q3.

and I guess I was reminded of doing life today. It's a wednesday =) I love wednesdays. Look forward to the a-group so much. It's just...refreshing =) Being able to talk about like ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. And steph came today. it was nice to hear her talking. We haven't had her around for a while. And we each shared about stuff that was on our minds. And it was just good talking to Simon bout school, and there was also the topic of her. I haven't thought about her in a while. And it was re-brought up. I really don't know how I'm doing with that. But I think it's not that big of a deal for me right now. It's more like...it doesn't all that matter in the scheme of things. God has bigger things planned and I can't just get caught up in that.

So my challenge right now for myself is to become active. To find a way to still communicate with God. To not get frustrated about marks because they're just SOOO small. I miss it. I feel like i've been so disconnected. I miss summer when it was so much easier to just spend time in silence. Now i feel like i'm on the move a lot. And it's just the night time. But then I feel like the time during school becomes so...empty because God doesn't touch my mind as much there. So let's do it. That's probably the prayer request of the week. And I have to remember to pray for others.
And i found out one of my peer helping kids is protestant =) he told me. Cool =)

-Chris